Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all the wonderful women who surround me, give me advice, encouragement, strength, love, and support! I am so thankful for my mom, grandmas, and mother-in-law'and  especially for the two tiny sized chickletts who made me mom!

Updated Family Picture

We got a family picture taken yesterday by a neighbor! I love my little family!

Happy Valentines Day

Love

Since I got my iPhone, all the boys want to do is take pictures.  I have lots of Crazy, funny, cute pictures of me and the boys on my phone but I love this one because it is the 3 of us! Love these crazy cute boys!

Love

A couple weeks ago I came home from church to find this!

Love it!

Me and my Babies!

Cuddler

Gavin likes to randomly come up to you when you are sitting and climb on you to give you a hug. He likes to sit ALL OVER YOU! It is super cute for the minute that it lasts, then it is over because he is on to something else.

Ode to Mikey

Here is a post dedicated to my loving hubby! I defiantly don't give him enough credit where credit is due & I am trying to work on that. I have had a rough couple days & he is always my light & guiding strength! I can always count on him to center me & make it all go away & feel better! I always over exaggerate things & he is always the one to tell me it will all work out okay & it isn't the end of the world, so come back to earth. I would be one crazy person running around with my head cut off if it wasn't for him! Thanks for sticking by my side, loving me & Gavin unconditionally & doing everything in your power to give us what we need! We defiantly couldn't do it without you! Love you much...

ps - I will make him read this...

pss - We got an offer on the house today...I will keep you updated!

Weekend Update

This weekend was a stressful one. Friday night Mike & I had a nice relaxing evening at home while I slept (I was tired) & he watched movies. We went to bed about 10 pm because Mike had to work at 6am on Saturday. It was an eventful night. I woke up about 1am with the worst cramps I have ever felt before. We went to the ER to find out what was wrong with me & they said that I was pregnant & about 6 weeks along, but something wasn't right with it, my body wasn't accepting it. After an emotional Saturday, I finally came to terms with my body, lost baby & Heavenly Father. I am still hurting emotionally about it, but I am at peace with what happened & know that it happened for a reason & there was nothing I could do about it, I need to stop blaming myself for it.

Saturday was also just an emotional yet relaxing day. Home Depot was very kind to give Mike the day off to be with me & I had a Priesthood Blessing which helped a lot. It seemed the more we spoke to people about it, the more we found it happened to more people then just us. Miscarriage happens to 1 in 4 pregnancies. So needless to say I don't feel so picked on. Also I have had several people with kind words or testimonies I have talked to the last couple of days that have just made me want to go on with life & move on & forward, I want to thank them for everything. Literally you have been my pillar of light the last couple days! I love you all!

This was the bruse the nurse left me with after drawing my blood!

Sunday I only made it to Sacrament meeting because I was having a hard time emotionally & with cramping & things like that, but there was a peace there that spoke to me, I just know it will be okay.

Yesterday we had a Dr. Appt. to verify that the baby has passed through me. We had to do blood work again & the nurse lets just say didn't do a very good job, she poked me 4 times before she got blood. The test doesn't come back until tomorrow & I can't wait any longer, I just want to get this weekend past me & move on with the next chapter in my life. I will let you know when the test comes back how everything is.

If you have gone through something like this or know someone who has or even if you have a kind word or thought about it, please let me know...I could use all the prayer or thoughts anyone is offering.

P.S. Mike has an exciting Blog I am going to make him post tonight, we do have some good news!