Yesterday

Uh...Hello! February is OVER! Well, almost. I need to get a Leap Year Day post in here somehow, right?

Yesterday, was a CRAPSTASTIC day! It really was. The boys went to a new babysitter, which was fine, but I was a nervous nelly all day long. Got home from work to make dinner, and guess what, I didn't have everything I needed to make said dinner. So we had to slum it at Burger King. After we got home from BK at about 6:45 pm, Greyson cried, and cried, and screamed until literally 8pm when I finally got him on the boob! WTH? Nothing helped him.

Then he was up and down all night last night. I don't know if it was stress of a new babysitter, or teething or breathing. (that is another post I need to get around to writing)

So, yeah. It isn't all peaches and roses at my house. I wish it was sometimes, that I didn't have to deal with all the drama, or unknown. I try to be happy all the time and put on a happy face, but I am feeling the effects of last night, and wanting to get my crappy feelings of yesterday out so I can move on...and do better today!

Now...on to better things! Stay tuned for happier posts...and maybe a couple (or 1) crappy one!

No Good, Very Bad Day

On July 1st we had a love/hate relationship with that day! 1st of all I pumped 12 oz in the morning from 1 pump...WOW. That made a total of 21 oz pumped for the day. Crazy? Yes...I am a pumping machine! It was a busy day at work because it was the 1st of the month, so the day went by fast. At Lunch, my sissy, Cathy, called me and told me that Gavin had thrown up. She thought it was because he hadn't chewed his lunch very well, choked on it & threw it up. Yum. He had done this a couple days earlier with Mike, no big deal.

That night we decided to go to Cafe Rio, Greyson had gotten his 2 month shots the day before & was SUPER fussy. Gavin decided he didn't want to eat a thing. I was trying to soothe Greyson & Gavin was playing on Cathy's lap when all of a sudden, he started dry heaving, then came the puke! YUM! All over Cathy & I. I traded kids with her, ran Gavin outside & started striping him. I didn't have anything to change him into, so he had to drive home naked with a diaper on.

I only got to eat 1/4 of my salad from Cafe Rio, but that didn't make much difference, Greyson still didn't like it, so it looks like no more Cafe Rio for me for a year! Great! Fortunately Gavin hasn't thrown up since & Greyson's legs are better from the shots & hasn't been so gassy (because his mom is really watching what she eats!) Needless to say, it was a no good, very bad day!

Horrible Day!

It has been a Horrible Day!!! I need some moral support! I am down in the dumps right now! Monday Mike had some spasms in his neck, so they rushed him to the ER in California where they did X-Rays on him to find out what was going on. They determined that he had some pinched nerves in his neck, so they gave him some meds & told him to take it easy. He took yesterday off from School. While he was out yesterday, recovering, they had a test & a lab. They said they would work with him to get him to Graduate on time (January 30th), but as of today, they are holding him back. He will now not graduate until the 13th of February. 2 weeks after his original graduation date. I am...I can't even describe it! I am devastated, I don't even know what to think. We were going to drive out to California for the Graduation, but now since it won't be until the 13th, I don't think my Dr. will let me go because it is a month before my due date & I won't beable to fly because I will be in my 8th month. I am just all twisted inside...I need moral support. My Mother-in-law said it is for a reason, but I just don't get it right now...what is that reason...What if I have Gavin early, or something else happens & Mike isn't here? That is 2 more weeks we are away from each other & I know we have made it 5 months, but that 2 weeks is just that much harder! I just don't know what to do right now!!! I needed to vent & get it out! Thanks for listening!